Her beauty, grace, understanding, wisdom or reason. . Her wisdom is that will remain for some distance, do not be a beautiful seamless
pushed to another end, and you should,UGG boots, as she, like, waiting for people to go, tea cold. Sitting in silence, close your eyes gently
smell, a smell that fragrance through the Red, like the other side of the flower, like a rainy night sitting in the window, listening to Tsai Chin's: Who, in my windows , who,
strings in the DIP. . This distance just as a galaxy, as is life can be loved ..
first meeting, the department office, sports apparel distribution, where she and clothing from her hand, she is not the same as that for give people
particularly impressed the girl, took a few clothes, just having a joke and the joke as she was female, out of the system to do, just like the next woman
students, felt like a fierce kind of raw feeling, very special, she is like a lily, plain and elegant, no makeup, and it is the first good! To think so now, suddenly the sky did not rain umbrella, so friends and hurry away.
freshman year was when the brothers are searching and watching the girls around to see if there is no nice to see which classes will be more beautiful, J said that a man named classes they
K girls, and then a few people have heard the saying that girls, K, with this name in mind, but never seen.
second meeting, or say that I saw her, but she did not see me, and the man together, man pushed me and showed me a girl to see that our class K, homeopathy read In the past, discovered that the girl is the department office. When looking at even that far, universities beautiful right! Even now how to fall, but the idea was very simple indeed, my university, my new life, like the prisoners out of high school life, the freedom to really comfortable now! See her face is my second a distance! It is also an arm's length as if the subsequent fate of doomed, even if more intimate, but at a certain point it can only be a distance.
third meeting, the Department of the front office, sports, and forget what to do, suddenly walked next to a girl, is her yes, she hurried through, and I told her, stopped, laugh Q: You, ah, ah how do you know my name! For our department is so big there is a beautiful transducer do not know, Oh, she smiled, you are right XX,!
Well how do you know!
last brought clothes, your signature, to see it!
Oh, why do you want to go!
home!
do not participate in the games!
boring ah, want to go home!
Well, it goodbye!
Well, goodbye!
hey,UGGs, have not you call it! (University of the department who began to see whether unfamiliar familiar, must call, it will not be sorry)
Well, you note!
leave each phone! Goodbye! Then each left! Heart suddenly had a strange feeling, the other girls have had the phone! Belong to a class of greeting,
if you do not call, you will feel like you look down, like her, but her feeling is very general, then I do not think like her, I'm not the kind of
would like others to see the people side.
night, I give her a text message to me is how specific the courage to think of reasons sent her text messages, I can not remember, I remember she said that the traffic jam, go home and go out with friends, what what! To slowly, do not know when, I feel like is to recognize the same friends for many years, but only I think so!
fourth meeting, on Sunday evening roll call, sports vacation return, everyone seemed very excited to listen to counselors winded over, closing! On the way back to the bedroom buddies go back together, she and her roommate met, so to come along, and she was chatting, chatting, all the way to their bedroom downstairs, the man asked to go to eat it! Walk, we went to the X Street, to have all that hungry, so we drink to man. Go back, go in front of me and her, its her in the back, but found the back of people walked gone, she and I know what the gang idea. I smiled and said, These people are really, and we wait in the bar! Real hope you do not Come and ah!
two people standing there, no girlfriend!
En! No!
I think you'll like the kind of guy to take the initiative to pursue someone else's it!
(I still differences, why she put me at that time seen through to the time acquaintance, this is a great judge, but the facts prove it = is true, I will not take the initiative to pursue girls!)
Yes ah,! Other people to come and I say ah!
that such has never ah!
wait for you ah!
cut! ! ..
We all laughed, I was a joke, at the time!
fifth, sixth. . . After the meeting could not recall the frequent clear each time!
was only felt compatibility and would like to talk to her days in class when the likes Sipilailian's sitting next to her roommate that she sometimes give me W occupied a seat! And her roommate knew a long time ago, before her in the know, so she was willing to give me easy! Also very mean to laugh every time! Later, later heard a word, no matter how good friends also need to distance, if the fire close to far away from the cold! Just did not understand! , I and W went to see her dance practice in the dance room, and she let me go, that would be embarrassed! But how would a young man so thick skinned! Now think of it boils down to is this: first the pure ignorance of courage!
I will remember that during the only time, be dating you! You can count it! H know she likes to go big, to eat! Also asked her if she had eaten steamed mutton large X, the result is not found, he said, and I promised her, take her to eat once, just say take her! Thus, a late autumn night, about her to her to her readily accepted H! The weather was a bit cold, so walked a little shiver! Do not know if in the end because he was still cold!
chatted along the way and life on a number, and friends on the topic, and she was walking in the way H campus, I felt as if it were only the two of us on campus, and sometimes listen to some music, with a total will find something more to say, they will never want to listen to the music, the play has been down! while and the way she walked in that period, I also had this idea to, I would like to extend this road to go on forever, never to be seen end of the walk but never finish, even if two people do not have to go on so to speak! But the reality is, the road will eventually finish, and finish the road after their return, the heart of a more melancholy than before, because it was discovered, in fact, already in love with her. The relationship was maintained at a close ally of the relationship, sometimes, she would send some text messages: Actually I quite like you! Tone to a friend!
good, sleep! Good night! ...
I was her sister were very good, probably she thought so! And I think because it's painful, I found that not only have her as a sister, and in the male confidant, and lover must be between the distance she can keep her reason, she would not be pushed to the other end of a beautiful ~ So then she chose to avoid arousing suspicion! ! Later, when those around smashing the arguments we have more and more crazy, she began to mind, I think she slowly began to run away, farther and farther, went to a very common only friends but also to maintain the distance And I can not stand the distance, I decided to walk away point, the first freshman winter, I was very frustrated with the feelings of home, never one thing and one which affects even the New Year with her family, reunion a little sad.
When I decided to run away when we come to find has been difficult to run away, such a small world, does not want to be very difficult to meet! After the meeting, the same as the very common greeting greeting friends, after about a year, no text messages, and no phone! And meet the same very common greeting friends, and even met some time will also pretended not to see, I said I know why so Shen desert, but the general would not understand, this silence can talk to what to write. Later began to numb, not to think about, and play every day to see beauty, Internet, total silence,! Each and friends to H large, walk in that way could not help but think of her, that should be the only are our memories! I thought so! Think she found this time is a memory, but the fact is she on the side, this feeling is very grueling, half a year I do not participate in the activities, not class, began to think a lot of problems, began to silence questions about a lot of , the former naive, very naive, naive freshman, has been like a child! At that time the idea was too simple and ignorant! Think the problem is simple to no brain! ! That is my autistic six months period, I did not fall, I just spent a semester of time to think about some very important things to understand, if not in class is not degenerate, then I really have no corruption at all! As a sophomore next semester, has begun to be invincible found himself, from an angry youth, to become a rational thinker, not as, but not evil, as opposed to Weiaichikuang the kind of people that struggle for fame or fortune groups of people, I have a non-partisan democrat! Xiaokan campus prostitution, some people just think, when will the memory of an emotional!
and her relationship to the strangers from the familiar, from acquaintance to close, from close to distant only spent half a year's time, time, and then slowly I am the only one unable to extricate themselves in the ideological struggle in their own spent until the want to understand,UGG boots cheap, but also look at!
last month, broadcasting the show, and suddenly saw her on stage to sing, and my heart felt like back before, and before watching her sing at the KTV, to be honest, listening to her sing very well, still want to has been the feeling of listening to go! I hope the music will not stop! But at this inopportune time, an inappropriate person on stage, did not know who that guy! He went up one knee and gave her a flower! Over the past almost a year, this time to see this scene, my heart was suddenly filled with hate boys, kept shouting out loud: You Grandpa! Fuck you Grandpa! The people around them looked back at me! R next to see, also cried with me, he knew why I was so angry! So we shouted together: exercise your uncle! Exercise program until you end .... uncle and I left the R! Or look at the people around me and R, did not know that the eyes is the irony or anger, or fear, fear me crazy! !
next afternoon, I see my previous QQ, he saw her QQ (QQ because the previous theft, so now only to visit), to think that she was not thinking anything added directly, online, I told her: I was Shaukang! She had made a number of consecutive sick! I asked her why she sick! She said, why so long to add me! I can only say no time before, I told her I was depressed six months of hard to do nothing, in fact, has long wanted to add you, really, I'd like to add you, but also really depressing period of six months ! Then a few days I often spoke to her,cheap UGG boots, suddenly again, I am again afraid, afraid of losing her again, this is about friends, this time I frankly, I told her freshman year when people around that the two of us, they destroyed a lot of gossip, so that our relationship is very uncomfortable, in fact, when I really liked you!
She said she knew, but she knew I would not say it! I was wondering can I see her so thorough! I told her something very precious to hide, afraid of losing out, she said she knew I was talking about her, I say get it back again is more afraid of losing things! She said: No! Okay now, not lost! I'm a little wet in the eyes, too fucking emotional it! Now she will not face the front of any palpitations in it! Because we are still young, I do not want to get a negative duty not to do something to cherish the age of responsibility to do! The world has a destiny of things are considered, that is one thing, you will find it impossible to get, think it will be difficult to think of it .. but each will feel excited, feel if it does not do it, life would be incomplete, This thing is heaven you have to do, whether she belongs to heaven desires, only time will tell, but it's not irresponsible now!
therefore feel that they should remain so for some distance, this distance is the Galaxy, as is life can be loved!
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